I have so many things I need to post: photos of C’s visit to Seattle, photos of my lunch with Isabel, and other fun and random thoughts. But for one thing, I haven’t had time, and for another, I seem to (still) be preoccupied with all of these miscarriage-related emotions. Today marks four weeks since [...]
I used to think I was pretty good at explaining my emotions. Years of therapy have done that to me. If I’m feeling down, anxious, whatever, I’ll usually mentally unravel the situation until I ferret out the reason for my feelings. But right now I can’t even seem to quantify any of my feelings, let [...]
It’s a gorgeous, sunny day out and what am I doing? Oh, sitting in a dark house in my pajamas, playing on the Internet. What should I be doing? Returning our very overdue movies to the video store. I guess I should get showered and walk up there. But Brett’s at work (hooray, work!), the [...]
On top of everything else, yesterday Brett’s parents called to tell us that his childhood kitty, Mikey, had died. He had been sick for a long time with the feline form of HIV. I cried when Brett told me. He was a Maine Coon Cat, and at his largest weighed about 30 pounds, although he [...]
So. I’ve got some good news to share, and then, because writing about it helps me to process it, I might as well share the rest of what’s been going on. The good news is that while Brett and I were lounging around and watching Jeopardy a week ago Thursday night (once again, watching Jeopardy [...]
I know I haven’t been around a lot lately, but on top of the Brett-no-job situation (which is the same — interviews and applications galore, but no offers), we’ve had some additional really tough stuff going on in our lives in the past few weeks. I’m not comfortable posting about the specifics here…sorry to be [...]
